Well,
BLEH!
I DIDN'T KEEP MY WORD ABOUT BLOGGING EVERYDAY!
SORRY!
well.
BAD BRENDA! [Looks at my mirror...]
(">x<)o [O(>x<")] But hey! The good news is that I acutally remembered what has happened during the past days!~ \(owo)/ Let's start from Sunday! On Sunday, I was too busy with my homework from English: Reading Pride and Prejudice due to my lazyness of not reading it....
I'm trying to not procrastinate this year!
But...
I don't know how well I'm doing that....
("=w=)a
Maybe a B...?
Well anyhoo..
[coughcough]
I went to a restaurant due to my mother's lazyness.
It was called Thanh Long,
Well,
sorry for not posting some posts for the past days.
I was just lazy,
and i had many things to do my hw,
but im not sure if that's a perfect excuse.
ahaha.
Well basically all week,
i was busy with my bio project,
and other hw.
I dont really remember what happened during the past days...
cuz i have horrible memory,
that is why i like to do daily posts.
So starting today,
ill try to do daily posts once more! ( owo)O
I remember one thing though..
and it's from yesturday..
I had another dream with my guy friend again..
Why always fridays..?!?
It was about some killer was about to kill me,
so i have to kill the killer myself,
then i went on aim [idk why...]
and then he aimed me up saying how i shouldnt do tat.
I kept saying it was okay like me usual reaction,
but he kept saying no and he was worried about me.
First of all how did he know i was facing a killer...
He was the only one to me on aim outta all of my friends,
including the triple baka + one.
But then i killed the killer with something...
and idk how...
but i remember i meet him with a mini rocket like Flick's phood machine in Cloudy with a chance of meatballs!
Hey,
i just watched that movie today with the triple baka + one!
How funny is that.
It was like i was flying~!
Well anyway,
back to my dream...
I then killed the killer in some way..
and then went back on aim [again idk why..].
Again,
he was the only one who talked to me saying how i was,
my reactions were normal,
like the killer incident never happened... ( o-o)....
Then somehow my guy friend was somehow in front of my house cuz he wanted to see me,
for some weird reason...
So I ran outside in the rain,
searched for him,
but i couldn't find him..
And that concludes the end of my dream~
So far he is the most appealing person in my dreams.
Even the triple+one dont appear in my dreams tat often....
Wonder why.
Well,
i should get going to do my eng hw and bio hw.
I also have a test on bio on monday.
And the best part about that test is that i have no idea what it is about!
.....
im doomed... OTZ
Sorry for not making a post from yesturday!
I was just too tired and it was too late when i came home from LQ's Viet Cultural Fest!
It was so awesome!
I went to the festival with Thaitea,
my mommy,
and Da wind!! \(OwO)/
She texted me in the morning that she could go.
So the whole Triple Baka were able to come to the fest!!!
The One was too busy with her FFXIII...
I think.. ("=w=)a
Well anyhoos,
when we finally arrived to LQ,
it was so exotic to me.
I think it was also exotic to Thaitea,
but to Da wind she was used to it because she has been went to LQ before for some reason.
I saw most of my old friends from middle school,
and mostly got hugged/glomped..
One of my friends,
Emily,
said my name wrong...
She called me 'Diana'......
Well i guess that's okay.
She has memory issues like me.
Then we finally went to the line to get ready to go in.
Since we didn't have any tickets,
we have to go to a separate line,
which was way shorter and less crowed then that humungo packed line.
It was pretty good,
cuz we didnt get squished by those people! ( owo)--
But!
We had to go in a bit late,
cuz we didn't have any tickets...... ("=w=)--..
But what was kind of surprising to me was that my best guy friend was also there.
He was in that humungo line.
I have no idea why i should be surprised because he freakin goes to LQ..
But when i first made eye contact with him,
my first reaction was to duck.
Just duck.
He saw Da wind and Thaitea from afar and they said hi to him.
But not me.
When our eyes linked,
he made a expression of 'is that brenda?'.
But from my point of view...
My heart ached...
Don't know why.
But it just did.
....
So after an hour of getting in the gym and settling down,
the festival finally started.
There were many interesting scenes.
The marching band,
the drumline,
their plots!
It was really good.
I also understood a bit more about my family.
My family doesn't really trust me because they really have a high overprotectiveness over me.
So i guess that's the reason,
cuz the guy said that in the plot.
But it seems reasonable. [to me]
There were also three famous singers at the festival,
but the singer who stands out the most is Trish.
Everybody was screaming out her name,
easily throwing 'I LOVE YOU' to her,
and were making lots of heart signs to her.
But the most funniest thing that ever happened that involved with her was when she was deciding which side she should sit with,
all the three sides were yelling for her to come at their side.
But,
this one smart,
genius guy ran from the audience to the stage,
sat down behind Trish,
and asked her if she wants to sit with him.
She agreed!
When she was sitting down,
many people from all the sides start to run towards the stage just to sit next to Trish.
I was laughing and shocked at the same time.
That guy is a pure genius! ( OwO)b
Some people were also able to get some free CDs from Trish,
including Lina's boyfriend.
Oh yea!
Lina's boyfriend...
when those two are together...
they just look like friends to me.. ( o-o)...
Not really a couple...
Even when Lina was laying on his shoulder,
they still look like friends... ( o-o).......
Well back to the fest scenes...
I was so shocked during this one skit of a prom.
My guy friend was in it!! ( O-O)!
And he was dancing with this random girl.
Well it's because he's one of those side characters who have a 'date',
but...
again..
my heart ached for some reason.
He was pretty stiff with is dancing though,
which was kind of funny.
pbfft~ ( =w=)
In the end though,
i wasn't able to say hi to him properly,
and i kind of regretted ducking when we first made eye contact..
I should've just be like my usual self.
Just stay still and say wave hi.
But somehow i feel different when im around him now..
....
I was able to talk to him on aim later,
saying 'good job mr dancer'.
He was shocked when i told him that i was there,
and he kept on saying,
'why didn't say hi?!',
and,
'Did you cheer for me!??!'
For his first question,
i just said i didnt want to be squished,
cuz when we say hi to each other,
we would always walk towards each other.
But when i aimed him tat,
i felt weird..
like half of me is saying thats not the reason.
And for the his other question,
i said i was,
but i think i was too soft...
We stopped talking though cuz he had a headache from talking to me in the car,
because he was on his iphone. [freakin rich mouse... (#=x=)]
Well that ended my day of yesturday.
[Freakin Da wind is smiling at when she was reading this as i was typing... (#=x=)..]
For today though,
a dream starts my day,
and it happens to be another weird dream.
It had him again!!!
And my dream was about what would happen if i didnt duck!
He would come over and talk to me a lot,
and only me.
While Da wind,
Thaitea,
and Yawnnhi[?!?!?!] left me alone,
with evil..
smiling..
curious..
expressions..... ("=x=)..?
So basically in this dream..
was like a continuous from my other dream...
the dream about him and i being a couple..
WHY IS THIS HAPPENING!?!?!?! (">x<)?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?
Oh yea!
i also went to Thaitea's house for our Triple Baka and One hangout as usual.
It was fun.
I get to have lots of free phood as usual~
\(=w=)/
And i was able to show them my drawing of hikaren.
They agreed that she looks better in black in white......
I guess i should just color her and then copy it in a grayscale...
("=w=)a
Yes!!!!!
So many good things has happened today!!!
\(OwO)/
First of all,
my team in PE finally won a game on our last game!!
WOOOO!!
GO MY TEAM!! \(OwO)/
Since we all finally tried to play,
we were able to beat the other team by one point!
YES!
I was mostly jumping too!
(OwO)v
Wait..
does that really mean i am a recycle...? (=w=")v?
Well i realized that field sports is pretty fun.
I thought it wouldnt be fun because its the least favorite sport to pick in PE..
But its fun!
and i might take that next quarter again! \(OwO)/
Onwards! ====\( owo)/
I ate a strawberry shortcake after school today!!! \(OwO)/
The cake was sooo yummy!
Worth the 2 dollars~
The strawberries were very sweet~
I get to have an extra 2/3rd of a strawberry from my friend who was full.
What happened to the 1/3?
Well..
I accidentally dropped it,
but Yawnnhi caught it!
GO Yawnnhi's Relflexes!!
BUT!
She threw it on the sidewalk...
cuz she hates strawberries...
...
[sniff]
my 1/3 strawberry.... ("T~T)/
Imma have a moment of silence for that dreadful incident.
..........................................................
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OKAY!
Next one!
i was able to finish my new drawing of Mitsusora Hikaren-chan!~ \(OwO)/
I even colored her with markers,
TY Tina! ( owo)/
I drew her standing along with her weapon,
the scythe.
My drawing seems to be improving now,
i just can't tell if my proportions are right.
I think its okay,
but who knows... ("=w=)a
Next!
I am guaranteed to go to the LQ viet festival tm!!! \(OwO)/
And Thaitea is coming along with my mommy!!!
\(OwO)/
I CANT WAIT TO GO!
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\(OwO)/
Well..
like i said,
i really am slow... ("-owo)a
After da wind told me about that she was having a talent show at her school,
I wanted to know when mine was going to happen.
So today,
i asked my sempai who is the asb president for the sophomores,
and her reply was that the talent show happened at the beginning of the year...
..................................
Wow! ("=w=)
I kind of felt stupid after saying that....
Yet again im idiotic like that..
ahahhah..
So i asked her why our viet teacher was saying that he is going to be in the talent show.
And she repiled that he's going to be in the TEACHER talent show.
That made a lot of sense.
So i asked her again when it will happen and what time will it start.
She said that it'll start soon,
undecided yet.
But!
It will only be held during lunch...
...........
Dangnabit..
I really wanted to take da wind and thaitea to my school.
They done that to me,
so i want to return the favor!
Dont know how...
BUT ILL RETURN THEIR FAVOR!!! Q(-owo)/
Also.
I'm still deciding if i want to go to the LQ viet fest this friday or not.
Because my mom said i can only go if i have a friend who is a girl with me.
And the friends that im going to hang out over there are most likely my guy friends...
So far...
Da wind is planning to go to the talent show at her school,
Thaitea...
i doubt it..
and Yawnnhi,
she said no...
Bleh..
But then my mom said that she's thinking of going herself cuz Trish is going to be there too.
So that's okay too.
I just wanna see wat LQ is like!
That is my reason of going to LQ..
right?
Well today was pretty much a slow,
busy day for me again.
Filled with lots of reading,
and lots of hw.
But school was okay.
Not much happened.
There was a little conflict in art though.
I,
or my art teacher,
or someone,
or whoever was the cause of my missing art classwork...
........
I wasn't really that sad,
i could always make another one,
becuz it was a drawing of my one point perspective 4 boxes connected to a pole.
My art teacher however felt bad,
and said i had to start over again,
and worried that i might take forever.
I wasnt even sure if i can do it fast...
but after i finished my drawing,
including the erasing and the shades,
i realized i finished it in about 5-10 minutes...
Not only did i surprised myself,
but i surprised my art teacher.
And lastly,
i was enrolling for my classes for my sophomore year.
I am going to take 7 classes,
Health, Eng 2HP, Alg2/Trig, Chemistry, Viet 2, PE, and World History HP.
I didnt want 7 classes...
cuz i didnt want a 0 period,
but i just want to deal with Health right away,
and i really want to try my best to get only 5 periods in my senior year.
Since this year i wasted a class...
Peh...
OH!
And i almost forgot!
FFXlll finally came out today!
When my brother came home,
we went straight to the game and enjoyed the holyness!
The graphics,
the story,
the voices,
the music,
the battle system,
it was just so holy!!!!!!!!!!
Well i guess thats all for today!
Now if you excuse me,
i need to do me newspaper artice for eng that is due tm....
Idk what 'uke' or 'seme' mean... but imma do this cuz i got tagged a long time ago. Wonder what ill get? (-owo)a?
Which ever applies to you~
30= Super Uke
21-30 = Uke
20 = Both?
10-19 = Seme
Less than 10 = Super Seme
01-[ ] You like to be content in everything. [not sure wat content means... ("-owo)...]
02-[x] When a person confesses his/her love to you and you don’t like him/her, you start feeling very tense and/or you don’t know what to say.
03-[x] You enjoy listening to smooth and relaxing music.
04-[x] You are quite hyperactive.
05-[ ] If you don’t like something, you start crying and you don’t care if you start talking too loud.
06-[x] You love candies or any type of caramel. [not candy.. but i love caramel~ (owo)v ]
07-[ ] You like making others blush. [what kind of ? is tat?! ("=x=)?!]
08-[x] You sleep with a doll/teddy bear/pillow in your hand. [MOKONA!~ \(OwO)/]
09-[x] You’re usually shy with the opposite sex. [ im only normal with my guy friends, which is way less then the whole guy population... (-owo).....]
10-[x] You like romantic-funny anime.
11-[x] Between L or Light cosplay, you prefer L. [L's cool!! \(owo)/]
12-[ ] You have listened “an café”. [ How does this relate to the uke seme thing..? ("oxo)? ]
13-[ ] You like listening to it. [....]
14-[ ] You have 1 or 2 song on your computer of “an café”. [..... more ?s about an cafe!??! ("OxO)?!]
15-[x] You are innocent and a little clumsy. [People say im innocnet.. like my viet teacher... and im clumsly... ("-owo)a....]
16-[x] You smile at kitties. [Okay.. i admit... i do.... does tat really mean im a neko..? ("=w=)..]
17-[ ] You usually say –kawaii-.
18-[x] You like plushies.
19-[ ] Between light blue and blue, you prefer light blue.
20-[ ] You hate Paris Hilton because she is an idiot. [ i think im the idiot.. ("=w=)...]
21-[x] You have been lost in a shopping center/parking/cinema. [A lot i say, A LOT. (owo)v ]
22-[x] You have called to the mistaken number twice or more.
23-[x] You cried with Pocahontas' ending. [it was beautiful!!! ("T~T)]
24-[x] You have used a very feminine dress or shirt. [yes im a girl.. of course i used to have one of those... ("owo)a...]
25-[ ] You call your pets with cute names.
26-[ ] You believe that yaoi is the best. [BOO YAOI AND YURI!! no offense yawnnhi... ("=w=)]
27-[x] You're easily to trick/convince. [nods]
28-[x] Some men scare you. [ those men killer men... ("=x=)..]
29-[ ] You have seen Pucca and you like it. [Whats Pucca? ( owo)?]
30-[ ] You have pink/red clothes and they are decorated with flowers. [....]
31-[x] Sometimes you start looking at the clouds and you get lost in space. [ nature is the best!~ (owo)v]
32-[ ] You’ve said “Kyao” or something like that before. [....?]
33-[x] When a person of your same sex gets angry with you, you’re at the defensive.
34-[x] You like J-pop. [JBF!!!~!~!~ \(OwO)/]
35-[x] You have cried for more than one movie/TV series. [im emotional like that~ (owo)v]
36-[ ] You watched Gravitation and you felt like Shuichi or you watched Strawberry Panic and you felt like Nagisa. [strawberry panic... ugh... DONT REMIND ME!!! (">x<)!!! ]
37-[x] You smile with no reason. [(owo)]
38-[ ] You usually are very positive. [ that's my goal though! must recover from that break up!! (-owo)o]
39-[x] When there’s a rainbow, you run out to see it. [over the rainbow~ (/owo)/]
40-[x] You usually don’t understand what your parents say [not at all... tats why i think i fail as a vietnamese person.... OTZ]
Total: 24/40 UKE
Hmmm... is an 'Uke' a good thing or a bad thing? ("-owo)a?
I have learned more about my family's past today,
Today was a pretty boring yet sad day for me.
Today was a pretty tight for me.
Well,
I had a very weird dream last night,
and it involved with the guy who i have unsolved feelings for.
I dont remember all the minor details,
but i do remember one thing.
In the past,
we were always together in something,
same classes,
same groups,
etc.
But in this dream,
when we were finally not in the same team,
he was happy.
"YAY! We are not together anymore, Brenda!"
But i,
just blanked out...
I...
wasn't happy with it.
Me in my dream and me personally was not satisfied with that quote.
I...
have no idea why i had a dream with him again....
cuz my first dream of him was that we were bf and gf....
i was shocked...
couldnt go to sleep anymore...
i have no idea why but..
in my first dream i actually felt happy,
and this latest dream i felt actually sad...
in both ways.......
This is why i dont consider myself 'smart'.
I think people are smart because they can make the right choices in life,
not because of their education,
but the way they deal with life.
How they can realize a an unknown feeling right away.
Knowing how to survive,
and actually have common sense.....
That is my ideal person who i want to be.
PE gave me more meaningful memories again today.
Football Frisbee just gave me lots of smiles from remembering the good times of 7th grade.
My team was mostly my mexican classmates,
and my best guy friend,
the friend that i think im falling for...
We didn't win a lot,
we were one of those teams who suck.
ahaha.
But,
we didnt care,
we just wanted to make a goal and actually try.
It was fun.
Well ill tell you what happened during that time like i mentioned yesterday.
On day,
my best guy friend and I were wondering who was taller,
me or him.
So i asked my teammates to determine who is,
so both my guy friend and me got closer together and waited in silence.
But then one said:
"You two look like a good couple"
That's when my brain cracked.
My friend and I were denying tat 'fact' all day.
Even my friend da wind agrees with that 'fact'.
But everytime i think about how mad my friend and i were,
i smiled.
I dont know why,
but i just smiled by myself when i was walking to class.
Maybe because i was laughin at my childish.
But yea.
He's officially taller then me now..
curse him...
But i just noticed a weird fact.
I dont remember any of my guy friends bday,
besides his buttdae...
And im always smiling whenever i think of the times we have talked.
Whether it was on aim,
person,
past,
or now,
I would always smile.
Always.....
Wonder why......
..........
Well....
before i leave and end todays post to do my other hw,
my friend Tina drew a pic of my oc,
Mitsusora Hikaren,
including hers and Kathys and Yawnnhis all in one drawing.
We were all wearing formal like clothes.
Hikaren was wearing a long purple dress,
mask,
and was holding a stuff animal...
which was a cat......
oi vey...
Well,
at least her drawing was holy,
not as holy as CLAMP....
but it made my day.
Well i pretty much have no progress with personal questions...
And my friend said i was dense from yesturdays post...
......
????
Well moving on.
Ur....
I had a geometry quiz about special triangles,
i didnt study just i was tried from yesturday's thinking,
but it was pretty easy.
So no worries there for me.
For PE...
it was pretty boring....
I really wanted to be in track!!
But sigh..
i got cut,
and plus my parents wont let me join track...
imma be slower every year....
noooooooooooooooooo!!!!!!!
..............................
But in PE,
i was playing football frisbee.[?]
Of course i tried...
but...
my people didnt really tried...
so i was kind of solo..
which was boring....
but it reminded me of 7th grade memories.
Not only because it was fun to play back then,
i had many memories that had scarred me,
and i still remember exactly how the scene was...
but in not gonna say it.
(=w=)v
In art...
i was doing my prints..
but i fail...
its either i put too much paint or i need to put more paint on...
need to edit my template...
AGAIN!
pa sha...
In english,
i survived the timed essay.
It was my worst essay...
I can't really say till i see my grade on it,
but i just have a feeling it is....
Especially when it comes to writing about poetry analysis....
.......
I would rather make poems then analyzing them...
well i do like too..
but not write a freakin 2-3 page essay about it......
Then at lunch,
i went to the argocafe to get some of the good phood.
It was crowded....
And my friend didnt had the patience to say with me till the end....
but it was worth the getting pushed and squished and all,
cuz i got a chicken bacon wrap!
SHA CHA!
i also got len..
wait.
i mean a banana...
man vocaloid really has changed my perspective of colors and items these days...
ty thaitea, da wind, and yen hi....?
.......
nah.
I also went to the AP meeting at lunch,
but i missed all the info...
but i was able to sign up for AP Psychology!!!
I know it sounds hard...
BUT!
i wanna increase my common sense!!!!
wait..
does psychology even increase my common sense..?
.....??????
too lazy to google it...
I really wanted world history this year....
tat way i could get if outta my way....
darn me for turning in my app slips late for gghs....
but oh yea.
gotta deal what life gives you.
In biology,
it was just notetaking about mutation.
And viet...
well.
we were learning about the body parts.
like: head, nose, ear, hair, etc.
but as usual i didnt understand their jokes...
For example,
we were talking about skinny jeans [idk how...]
and this one guy name Thomas,
who was expelled from LQ and came to my school,
said that skinny jeans is bad for guys cuz they need room and need it to breathe.
Everybody was laughin...
except me and my classmate.
My teacher looked at us saying:
"Okay lets stop, there are innocent people in this class like Chirstine and Brenda".
And people started to laugh again.
I feel left out...
cuz im 'innocent'...
how did i even became 'innocent' in the first place?
Is tat good?
...
And lastly,
my friend has added a new nickname for me...
I didnt hear wat it was exactly [hearing impaired blogger here...]
So i thought she said 'Recycle'...
Yawnnhi said it was japanese for bunny and cat.
...
I really don't understand why im a buat,
canny,
bunny cat hybrid,
Bunny and a cat person...
Yawnnhi said im a bunny becuz im this one person from heart no kuni no alice and since he's a bunny,
im a bunny as well.
As for the cat,
im still not sure....
I admit i am....
but how and why...?
great........
i have questions to do....
I will totally have an F in this assignment,
cuz this assignment is the hardest of them all:
figuring out riddles life has left me.
Well life isn't really that bad now.
We have bad times because life is telling us that its not right.
Like the break up.
I thought it was because life hated me,
but really,
life is helping us.
We werent really meant for each other anyway.
Speaking of love...
do i really like my friend?!?!?
("=x=)?!
Today was pretty much another confusing day for me once more...
But before i get to that,
I made a new blog!
[like a couple days ago...]
yay....?
My other two blogs were about my emo self,
Yes i HAD an emo self...
but i blocked them so u guys cant read it..
HA?
I tired to describe my day in a poetic way~....
but i cant cuz i fail like tat......
And i dont like to rush with my poems.
But anyhoo,
back to the subject!
I had many things going on in my head,
so i didnt really pay attention to any of my classes todah.
Even though I have a timed essay,
and 2 quizzes tomorrow....
............................
I was also tired,
but i was mostly thinking about the most cliche topic in the world:
LOVE.
[To all those people who are surprised by this... well..... now u know im not tat serious about school...]
I had experience a relationship before,
but im not going too deep into that.
Imma make this long story short becuz its pretty cliche...:
Got a stalker bf who i have never met before in my life,
got dumped by him,
got emo,
got better with the help of my friends,
[pretty much the meaning of my 'the seed' poem],
whoo hoo.
Does that answer your question of how i got emo?
Well if it did,
good.
If it didnt...
well screw...
I was just thinking of whats the point of saying those 'cheesy',
'pointless' lines of:
'we will be together forever',
if people keep changing their 'da one'....
And i'm not even sure if i wanna be in another relationship...
Becuz i dont wanna be treated the same way again.
Plus,
who would want to fall in love with a boring,
tomboyish,
non social,
average girl like me?
My ex did,
but in time lost interest in me.
We are friends now,
[hence the spelling in 'friENDs',
the end of loving each other in a romantic way...
actually nvm,
i suck in explaining this...]
but we dont talk a lot anymore becuz he doesnt go on aim a lot becuz he has a life.
But yea.
And like my poem 'snow',
i think im starting to like someone else now...
The person i like is my guy friend......
but im not sure if this is really love.....
wait...
Does thinking about someone 24/7 even when you were in a relationship count as love...?
....................................................
who knows...
maybe ill listen to fallin for you and fall in love right now....
but again,
i dont wanna,
or im trying not to be in a relationship again.
After i saw real couples' actions,
yea,
i cant do tat....
Actually,
you know wat...
I just want to be loved...
period.
Lastly,
its March.
the month where i can send transfer slips to other schools....
Meaning i can go to Bolsa...
or LQ....
But i dont know where..
cuz im getting used to GGHS,
and im an indecisive person.
Well i have many questions unanswered todah.....